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Broken, i just read through the rest of this entire thread and caught up on the events since then. I don't know if this helps, but i know what it's like to be unloved and abandoned by my parents. I was kicked out on and off since I was 12, and moved out for good by 16, homeless youth shelters then later on went to share houses and then shacked up with a boyfriend. You don't have to want those things, right now or ever, to get free of the way your family treats you and the place they decide you should have in their world. It could be that you are displaying some traits consistent with addiction that are similar to some traits of sociopathy. Stop blaming your problems on other people or stuff. I think there are 2 kinds of forgiveness, very different but sharing the same name.
Find something to do when you feel those feelings - go jogging, go to the school's gym, go play tennis with a friend, go skateboarding..physical. These types of memories don't last forever and they do not become universal.
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I could never make my mum happy, I was always in the wrong somehow, being screamed at, later on neglected on a major scale. My past is painful but in another way, I'm thankful for it because it made me strong and independent and empowered and challenged me to find my own way on life. Unless you get off on hurting small animals, I would take this with a grain of salt. A seasoned psychologist would isolate the symptoms of one condition as much as possible before sugestiong multiple diagnosis. First is the one you described, turning the other cheek.
I'm not trying to make this seem rosy for you right now, it's a ****ed up situation that should not be your burden to bear. Ie, they should first address alcoholism and substance abuse (if this is an issue) before jumping to conclusions like this. Just extremely pissed off at your lot in life - as 20-somethings tend to be sometimes. This is what I would describe as the "it's ok, I'm not mad at you, it is like it never happened, we are still friends". The second kind is what a lot of people on this thread are talking about.
I had some set backs I struggled with for a while without my parents help - poverty, severe depression, PTSD, eventually hit the bottle, and worked in the sex industry when I got sick of not having money to eat or buy medication with. This is when someone intentionally does something (or is completely negligent). He said if I was a psychopath, I wouldn't be in his office, but that I did meet certain...traits. Ie, if your mum kicked you out today, what would she tell you is the reason?
I got out of that and eventually began rebuilding my life with God's help. Whether or not they intended to harm you, they did harm you due to their wrong behavior. Find someone to walk slower through these things with you. Are your fights with your parents about your drinking?
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I know this is a huge blow right now but please don't let them win. ETA: I also dropped ojtnof school which I never finished. This forgiveness is of the type "I am not going to let you take over my life, my thoughts, or my emotions. He said, given the facts I provided, I am suffering from extreme anger, alcoholism, abusing my ADHD medication to stay up late to do homework and study which I shouldn't be doing (apparently), and sleep deprivation, abandonment, and something else I think.